My Brother

My brother left me, but he says didn’t leave me,
He guides with his left and he pushes me to do rightly;

I still feel aborted but I guess I overstand,
Brings up bad feelings and opens that damn can;

Play your position son know who’s boss,
Like parallel lines, too much respect, we never did cross;

I think you underestimated my loyalty all around,
If you were direct, I would have stepped down;

Cant stir a pot looking at the spoon,
Reach down and touch it, that works good too;

All I want to do is “go”, and make some big change,
Saying that clearly would have made a bang;

Tighter than laces, closer than Velcro,
Two genius twins lined up in a row,
together on buildings, shittin on heads below;

Why share a city when I can build my own,
Big brother says, here are the tools, go make a throne;

He says: you’re a product of you fathers anger,
You’re a product of your mothers pain,
This can heal you better than I ever can;

Bitter then sweet, far but getting close,
Almost there son, never mind that loss;

A nudge here, a hint there,
He always does SEE things clear;

Teaching me to SEE and not to look,
Doin it my way got me shook;

With pain filled eyes I still see focused,
No matter what now, I cant’ won’t crash this;

You always showed me what I need,
I’m right behind you son, best believe;

Like glue, I am stickin to the script,
Focus and determination are the perfect fit;

I don’t understand your love - it perplexes me,
Getting over my pain is a continued destiny;

Back in my cocoon for yet a another rebirth,
I gotta regroup, restart and rebuild my uncalculated worth;

Defeated – nah, hurt yea and it stings,
Round 9, too much heart, stand up in the ring;

Some flowers bloom way later than others,
Watch me grow steady and gather my power;

No batteries needed once you turn life on,
I’m going to get started, double click my icon;

So thank you my brother for your assistance,
You will forever be a part of my very essence;